Kirbyasha

I'M BACK!!!  
And you have no idea how happy that make me! To tell the truth, the whole ordeal ended a few weeks ago... sorry, just haven't had the energy to update my journal.

Anyway, food has betrayed me multiple times today... *cue dramatic lighting*

This afternoon, I was eating some cheez-its crackers and I breathed in (don't remember why ) and breathed what was basically powdered cheez-it. The back of my throat burned and I was coughing for around five minutes   Why cheez-it's! WHY!

And earlier, I had finished boiling water for my delicious cup noodle and when I was walking to my desk a drop hit my hand, which made me jerk my hand away automatically. As you may have guessed, that only succeeded in getting really, really hot water over my wrist. Yay. (The noodles were still delicious X3) Coincidence, I THINK NOT!   

*Dramatic lighting disengaged*

Ok, so it wasn't the food's fault... just my ill-timed clumsiness. Oh well...

Now that my random food ramblings are over, I hope that everyone has an great evening and had a awesome day! See ya!

You know, I thought that my first journal would be a happy one. Like how my basset hound Rocco is amazingly cute (though he always is), or that my brother had a really good birthday...

But no, instead I'm writing this, and that just hurts. I've just been going through a rough time right now. At first, things seemed fine, then one day it all just fell apart and now... I don't even know. It felt like a nightmare, but I can't wake up from this one, it's real. Not some story, not a dream. I would be so happy if it all was just a dream, cause then morning would come and it would be over. I'm sorry to dump this all on whoever may actually be reading this, I really am. But I just had to get this off my chest. I feel like screaming and cursing the reason behind this and just breaking down into tears at the same time. Honestly I don't hate who caused this, I really don't hate her. I know she's been through a lot. I don't hate her, what I hate, really truly hate is what she's done. To me and the people I love. That's what I hate.

I'm honestly not sure if I really want to post this or not. I just need some outlet for just everything that's been happening, but I know things will get better, I just hope it gets better soon. Even though this really, really didn't go very well, please just know that it is NEVER wrong to help someone, it never is. If anyone else is going through a rough time, I wish you the best. Hopefully next time it will be a happier post.

Bye ^.^